A smile from good memories!

This song always brings a smile to my face as I remember working graveyards at PCMC and watching this video over and over again trying to feel close to you!  I love you so much baby bear!  Thanks for being mine!

If you were falling, then I would catch you.
You need a light, I'd find a match.

Cause I love the way you say good morning.
And you take me the way I am.

If you are chilly, here take my sweater.
Your head is aching, I'll make it better.

Cause I love the way you call me baby.
And you take me the way I am.

I'd buy you Rogaine when you start losing all your hair.
Sew on patches to all you tear.

Cause I love you more than I could ever promise.
And you take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am. 

p.s. We may need to work on the rogaine part :) 

I miss you when I'm gone!

I hate leaving you in the morning!  I actually hate being in the other room!  When I have to be away from you it reminds me of our first date and when we were trying to say goodnight the first time.  I didn't want to leave you and I still don't.  While I was studying this morning I heard a song.  It was more about long goodbyes but it is the way I feel when I have to leave you for even ten minutes.

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you, dear

Louder, louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak, I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbyes
I nearly do

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you, dear

Louder, louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak, I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

Slower, slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads

Have heart, my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you, dear

I love you so much Kens! I am so excited for this summer break! 

xoxoxoxo 

Good Morning!!!

I wish you a very good morning!  I am just finishing up the lesson and thinking to myself how bad I wish it was over already so I could get back to you.  Why is it so hard for me to be away from you?  Just the thought of being away from you makes my heart ache. 

One day we will be rich and retired (maybe not rich, but at least retired) and we will see the world together and I will never leave your side!  Until that day comes just know that whenever I am not right next to you, I want to be.  Whenever I am not holding you, I want to be.  Whenever I am not looking at your sweet face I am imagining it.

You are one of a kind McKensie Naomi!  There never was and there never will be another as special as you are!  You are AMAZING!  You are my love bug!  You are My One and Only Love and you will be forever and ever!



I love you to the moon and back!

Matthew Charles

I sure do love you!

So, I'm not sure if you still follow this blog or not, but I just want you to know that I love you!  Whenever you read this know that I love you even more than I did the last time I told you that I love you!  It just keeps growing!  You are the most amazing person in the world and I am so lucky to call you mine!  I am watching you sleep right now and I still can't believe that I get to sleep right next to you every night.  WOW! I am one lucky man!

For the 5th Week of Christmas...

I am giving you, My One True Love, my whole self. That might seem like a lot to give, but I feel like I am in a place where I can truly give you myself.

I heard once that you are unable to give yourself to another person until you find yourself first. We've talked a lot lately about how much it has meant to me to have you in my life. I have told you that I was so lonely before I found you and how I wanted nothing more than to be able to tell you that I love you.

I remember many times kneeling by my bed begging Heavenly Father to help me find you. It took a while to get that answer, but in a way I am glad that it did. Being in such a lonely, depressed place before I found you has helped me to realize just how special you are and how much you mean to me. I was truly lost and as the song below says, "It was the best thing that could have happened."

When a person is lost or fallen there is always another person who finds or lifts that person back up. To me, you are that person! I have found myself, and now I know who I can be because of you!

I found this song today that I had never heard before and I thought I'd add it to this post for a couple reasons. First, it remended me of you and the way you are blossoming into a mother right before my very eyes. I love to see it! You are a mother now and you are already doing such a great job. Henry is in good hands. I feel like you are "finding yourself" as the mother you were always destined to be. Second, at the 2:25 mark on the song it talks about meeting the one that you've been waiting for. The next couple lines of the song are what I felt when I found you and found myself all at once.

This is a B.P. song that I had never heard before. I hope you enjoy it. I love you McKensie!

Love always,

MC

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=do3EYyVMNf8

For the 4th week of Christmas...

I'm giving you My Love my espalda, or back for those of you who don't speak spanish.

When I think of a back I think of support. I think of how I have felt when I throw my back out. I feel like I don't have strength. Almost like I can't walk along, or move forward. So, let me get back to why I'm giving you my back.

There will be times in your life that you feel like you cannot move forward. There will be times when you feel like you can't keep walking along. There will be times when you feel like you need a little extra strength, there will be times you feel like you cannot go on.

I'm not sure why I am giving you my back, however, because I feel like you are so strong already. I am the one who needs your back from time to time. Oh well, I'm giving you mine anyways. It might be a long time before you need what little strength my back can offer, but know that it will be there.

McKensie, your strength and power never cease to astonish me. You are a shining beacon of faith to me in my life. I'm not sure when you will need my little bit of support, but know that it is here for you. I will spend my life making it stronger and stronger so that no matter how much support you need, I will be able to give it to you.

I love you with all of mine heart. You are my light and my love! My heart aches to be near you and I can't wait to see you with our little boy! You are going to be such an AMAZING mommy. I'll see you soon McKensie.

Love Always and Forever,

Matthew Charles Wilkinson

For the 3rd Week of Christmas...

I'm giving you, My One Dearest Love, my Humerus. Why do I give you my Humerus? Because that is the medical name for the "funny bone" and I am giving it to you.

We are very blessed in our life together, but like anyone there are sad times, stressful times, sicky times, and just all around tough times. The reason I am giving you my funny bone is because I promise you that no matter the situation I will do my darndest to make you laugh, or at least crack a smile when you don't feel like smiling. I am a firm believer that laughing can light up a persons life and brighten their day.

This UBER-SPECIAL woman that I know (it is you) has become famous in my mind for uttering the phrase "Cheer up Charlie" and that is what I will try to do for the rest of my existence. When things are hard, I will try to keep a sense of humor and I will try to keep you smiling, because your smile makes my day better every time I see it. Even if we're talking on the phone I can tell when you are smiling. You're smile lights up the darkest days.

So, get ready to hear more things like, "What do you call two Mexican firefighters?" or "What do you call two Mexicans playing basketball?" or "Did you hear about the Mexican guy who couldn't find a seat at the baseball game?" Yikes, come to think of it I tell a lot of Mexico jokes.

I love you My One True Love! I can't wait to see you.

Love,

Matthew Charles Wilkinson

p.s. What do you call cheese that isn't yours?.............................................NACHO CHEESE (say it fast)